----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- to get my happiness I had done everything but had done nothing to be blamed and accused of the sound of footsteps became louder everyday then I noticed the fact there was no time I was a believer in life to be myself always I was asking whether I would be alive give me a reason why not to adopt in this way or judge me to be guilty of so many incurable things tell me why or why not complaining way too much maybe I overlook something fatal for me